Thought I'm Strong

It' May 13th now. I'm in a sad mode..
I dont know. Maybe cuz its so cold in this bedroom.. or maybe just cuz some truth that i found..? Neither matters..
The important thing right now is so i can hold this shiver and not making too much sound. My chest hurts somehow and never expect this face to be soggy.
I had expect something like this anyway.. why still i cant react better..