Aku lagi MK sekarang. Momen kekerabatan Fasilkom. Ini lagi jam 22.42
Tadi malem waktu aku lagi makan, kamu lagi sama papa mama dan lain2 di apartemen. Terus aku tanya deh. 'Jadi udh bisa???" (you know, about the apartment). Dan secara spontan kamu bilang kalo kamu gamau bicarain itu. Takut jadi berharap kita bisa. I know love, and i can understand when you said you re afraid that you'd be tired to think about a way for us to make it true. I love you, and im really sorry for that. All of these sayings i wrote are never in a bad way. Aku bener2 kasian sama kamu pas kamu bilang gitu. Dan aku pengen meluk kamu, as anytime i want you to be calm. Love you, love.
Terus, malem ini setelah aku makan tadi, kami semua dikumpulin di lapangan gede. Terus yaa kayak biasa, tampilan angkatan di depan angkatan-angkatan fasilkom. The thing i want to say is, about the sky....
Bintangnya terang. Rasinya jelaaas banget. Biru langitnya, awan-awan kecilnya, haaah terlalu nenangin.
Dan, hal yang langsung aku pikirin setelah liat itu adalah, malem kita waktu jalan kelas sebelas di Halim. Dan waktu itu juga sempet gabut, aku tiduran di aspal sambil bener-bener cuma ngeliatin langit. Kadang nengok kamu merhatiin kamu. I like it, the calmness that i got.
And yea, after thinking all of those, the last thing i imagined was, being with you.
Laying somewhere, sharing things, pointing the sky. Is there anything sweeter than that? Like, its my mostestest desired dream of all other dreams.
Than i realized, it's not about how great the sky is or how interesting our stories are. It's you that is actually get the spotlight. It's the 'being with you' that has the whole point of the line.
Aku pengen bilang 'just if you were with me right now' di wa. Tapi aku keingetan, aku takut kamu jadi stres karna kita bakal susah ketemu, ato mungkin bahkan gabakal bisa ketemu lagi. Takut kamu juga gamau bicara kayak gitu, karena kamu masih takut berharap kita bisa lakuin ini beneran.
I really love you.
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